“The minute I heard my first love story,

I started looking for you, not knowing 

how blind that was. 

Lovers don't finally meet somewhere. 

They're in each other all along.” 

― Rumi, The Illuminated Rumi 

“A day without sunshine is like, you know, night.” 

― Steve Martin 

Think how differently your life would be if you never met the one person who changed everything.

maybe when you go so long without somebody

and there is still something left

that's your sign or whatever you wanna call it

that it's not over between the two of you just yet 

there's just something about you that i'm scared to lose because i know i won't find it in anyone else

it's weird.. we've been apart for months now, but i still find you're the only thing on my mind. nothing has changed except for you and your feelings. i wasn't kidding when i said that i'd always love you.

& theres always going to be those awkward moments when we look at each other & remember how things used to be.

they all ask, 'what do you see in him?' and i smile and shrug;

because if they knew, they would want you too. 

“Do not be satisfied with the stories that come before you. Unfold your own myth.” 

― Rumi 

I am back :D

so this is going to be a longer-than-usual post!

You know that moment you feel when you wake up and realize you have more time to sleep? Or, when you accidentally overhear someone say something nice about you? Or when you see someone you like and your heart races? Or even when you reach a goal you set for yourself? Now, remember what that feels like - and next time you're upset, or sad, or crying - think about that feeling.

we gotta stop rethinking things. because normally, our first thoughts are the right ones... the real ones.

I love you and I probably always will. But we go days without having meaningful conversations. And I used to miss you so much when that happened, but it never seemed like you missed me, and I guess because of that, I stopped missing you.

-One Tree Hill 

I fantasize about rejecting the apologies I know will never come.

You know when you finally get over someone and then you look back on them like a month or a year later and you think like wow I was so stupid? Or you talk with your best friends about past crushes and everyone laughs at all the boys they've liked in their past and you make fun of each other for all the stupid boys you liked? Well I'm really waiting for that moment with you. I want to be over you and I want to be able to laugh and think how dumb I was for being hooked on you for so long. I want to be able to brush it off and just move on. I can't wait for that moment. 

The best feeling in the world is knowing you finally took a step in the right direction, a step towards the future where everything that you never thought was possible is possible.

these other guys are sweet, and they treat me right, but none of them give me the feelings i got around you. but i guess i've come to accept second best, because that's all anyone's been since i met you

Even if you think the flame has died, there's a least one lyric that'll hit that last hot spot, and then you'll find yourself as fucked as you were the day you lied and said you never wanted to see him again. - John Mayer

You know that feeling? That feeling as if youre on top of the world? The feeling you get after your first date. The feeling you get after you laugh with your best friend. The feeling you get when meeting your idol. That’s how life should feel everyday.

life is the ability to feel so happy, you think your insides are going to explode. it's being so upset or disappointed, you feel as if your stomach just dropped ten feet out of place. it's running so hard, you can barely breathe. it's the feeling of panic when you know you've been caught doing something wrong. it's having that sudden rush before you kiss someone you care about. it's opening your eyes and feeling them sting because you spent the whole night crying. it's letting people go because new ones come in, and all the while realizing that life doesn't have a purpose unless you let it.

Someone will always be prettier. They will always be smarter. Their house will always be bigger. They will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school, and their husbands will fix more things about the house. So let it go, and love yourself and your circumstances. Think about it: the prettiest women in the world have turmoil in their house, and the highly favoured woman at your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes - might be lonely. And the world says "if I have no love, I am nothing." So again, love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say "I am blessed to be stressed and too anointed to be disappointed. Winners make things happen; losers let things happen.

There are those occasional nights when you break down and cry because everything is changing and there's nothing you can do.

Saying you`ll never fall in love is like

saying that you`ll never smile. No

matter how hard you try not to ;;

someone is going to come along

& make you. 

Do you ever sit and think.. what if? What if you never said the first hello? What ifour paths never crossed? What if you kept your mouth shut and just let things pass, or what if you would have said just one more thing? What if you had five more minutes? What if you could turn back time or make it all just stand still?What if you could say I love you one more time or NEVER had said it at all? Where would your life be?

Love is at it's best when the two are separated, but they still trust each other and aren't worried at all