Thursday 26 April 2012

If you’re going to do something tonight that you’ll be sorry for tomorrow morning, sleep late. 

Learn to give up if you think you've already done your part. Goodbye is not really an end, but a new life you deserve to have. 


i’m not into the idea of living without you.



The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly 


I only went away so you could miss me


Because I never really had you at all, I didn't think it would hurt this much to lose you.



For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, 'it might have been'.
John Greenleaf Whittier


Friday 13 April 2012



Don't be afraid of death, be afraid of an unlived life. you don't have to live forever, you just have to live.

it's the way you do the things you do that make me fall in love with you.

we talked about old times, and it made me smile because you didn't forget.

Even though the times are changing, just know that I'll always stay the same. I'll come running when you call my name.



and i know you're doing just fine without me and i'm glad, i was just another one of your mistakes.

i said i'd never let you go & i never did. i said i'd never let you fall & i always meant it. if you didn't have a chance then i never did; you'll always find me right there again.


the longer it takes you to realize you can't go back to the past when things were just perfect, the longer it takes you to finally move on.


i wasn't worried that i'd forget him, but that i couldn't. not even for a moment


i can't really offer you much; but i can offer you that empty spot of carpet right next to me. i can offer you late nights of you and i sitting together. i can share with you my mind, my words, and my music. and maybe it'll move you, like you move me.

everything will get worse before it gets better. but when they do, remember who put you down and who helped you up.


cause i remember every word that you said, it all just keeps spinning around in my head but it don't matter what I try to do, i keep on forgetting to forget about you.


i don't care how far you are from me, or how long its been since we've talked, i don't care how mad i got at you, or how mad you've been at me, you're still what matters most to me, and i'm never gonna give that up.


Time together is just never quite enough when you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home..

i don't like hearing you talk about her but even more, i hate pretending i'm happy for you even more.

I figure life's a gift and I don't intend on wasting it. You don't know what hand you're gonna get dealt next. You learn to take life as it comes to you.. to make each day count.
- Titanic 

Don't worry about me. My heart's not broken anymore. You should be worrying about yourself. Because, as far as I can see, you're still an asshole.


are you happy now that i'm gone? because if you are, then maybe somewhere inside of me i can be okay with that, as long as you’re happy.

Monday 9 April 2012

why say goodbye to someone who had you at hello?

my heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with.


it means little to you but the world to me.

wanting you happy was always more important than just wanting you.

 i hope you're as happy as you're pretending.
my only regrets are that i couldn't give you enough reason to stay.

i didn't know if you knew, so i'm taking this chance to say, that i had the best days with you. and now i know why all the trees change in the fall, i know you were on my side, even when i was wrong.


"All I'd ever wanted was to forget. But even when I thought I had, pieces had kept emerging, like bits of wood floating up to the surface that only hint at the shipwreck below." 
- Sarah Dessen


i know it sounds silly but sometimes i listen to your favorite songs because now that you're gone, it's the only way i feel close to you.

i screamed every hurtful word that i could think of, and what killed me is that they didn't hurt you at all. you didn't care what i said, you never have.

i miss the past, and all the people who were apart of it. i miss the people who claimed to care about me, when deep down, i knew as well as them, that they didn't. i miss the way things used to be. it's a known fact, which i was aware of, but i didnt want to believe it, not like how i do now, i've finally realized; people always leave.

maybe i wish you'd tell me you love me.. but at the same time, i'm glad you don't. love only complicates things, and this is one thing i don't want to become complicated.

i don't want to remember you. because remembering you means you'll be gone. remembering means i won't have you in my life. i never want to have to remember you.

i don't hate you, i'm just disappointed you turned into everything you said you'd never be.




my theory was that if i kept my distance, maybe you would see what you're missing. you didn't.
you've only got three choices in life: give up, give in, or give it all you've got.